Now, it's my turn...

****You blackhearted worthless fuckin piece of SHIT .****

Blackhearted? Oh, how original. You're going to resort to calling someone you perceived to be “satanic” ‘blackhearted'. What is this, a Barnum & Bailey side show from the 1800's? Have we not moved beyond stereo types and clichés?

**** Child Abuse...............(A more heartbreaking experience doesn't exist)****

Now, given the fact that I have over 150 pages on the subject of child abuse and the fact that I am working towards a Masters Degree in Child Abuse counseling, do you really think that you were educating me by adding this side note in parenthesis? That would be like me telling you:

Jesus Christ……… (the guy that Christianity is all about)….

See the stupidity in that?

**** A SICK SATANIC FUCKIN PIECE OF GARBAGE LIKE YOU!****

Um…need I point out at this time that I am not satanic? I never have been. I do know some Satanists and I do know a bit about the religion, but no. Sorry, I am not a Satanist.

**** Is going to help the cause against child abuse??????!!!?!****

Yep. Wait until I am counseling your kid someday. Then we can discuss exactly how much I am helping the cause against child abuse.

**** By worshipping the one who is behind ALL OF IT?****

Oh? And who is it that I worship? Funny all this time I was not aware that I actually mention who it is that I worship anywhere on my website. Oh, I know, let me guess:

Because I have a website that is geared towards people who are Satanic, I am automatically “worshipping Satan” myself is that it? Nice logic there, but guess what? You're sadly mistaken.

**** The One who INVENTED IT?****

Actually child abuse was around before the concept of Satan. Oh, but I know, this goes against your Sunday School teachings but guess what? The first man and woman were not Christian; they were not even Jewish…and contrary to your belief, they were not Adam and Eve either.

**** A servant of SATAN - KING OF EVIL ***

Actually, more people have died in the name of Jesus than have ever died in the name of Satan. As a “servant of Satan” I am required to know that….

**** who has child sacrifices every day across the world****

Yes, but when was the last time genocide was committed in the name of “Satan”? And if you are under the sad impression that there is no such thing as abuse that occurs in the name of “Christ”, then you have a lot to learn.

**** YOU ARE GOING TO "HELP" AGAINST CHILD ABUSE???****

I already have, I have received numerous e-mails telling me so.

**** By worshipping the one who is behind ALL OF IT?****

Someone is going to have to point out to me where I claim to worship anyone specific…I am really confused here…

**** You lowlife piece of shit.****

Now, if I am a “lowlife piece of shit” and I have yet to stoop to the level of personal attacks and profane language that you have, then where does that leave you on the “lowlife” totem pole?...hhmm?

**** How dare you worship EVIL and then say you're against it.****

Me? Worship EVIL? Really? Have you noticed the words you're using here? Do you pray to Christ with that mouth?

**** Satan is not a concept, he exists.****

Yeah, I know…I serve him remember?

**** He has you completely fucked up as to what Satan worship really is.****

Um…I think not. Unlike you, I have seen Satanic rituals first hand and I actually have Satanists friends. You on the other hand have been brainwashed by people like Geraldo Rivera, Pat Robertson and pop-culture. You see, you read my website, figured out I was not xtian and automatically associated me with Satan. Well, I know this is difficult for your limited intelligence, but not everything non-christian is “satanic”.

**** For you to honestly believe, Satanism is the "ANSWER" to child abuse?!?!??!!!!!****

Where did I say that? I thought that I said “education and action is the answer”.

**** Darkness is not AGAINST but the CAUSE of child abuse.****

Actually people are the cause of child abuse. But of course, you like every other Christian have to find someone else to be the root cause of all of your sins. I prefer the truth, that way I can reach the real foundation of the problem. You on the other hand are more than welcome to continue to live with your head in the sand and deny that humans cause their own difficulties in life….I am sure that Satan's shoulders are more than big enough to carry your burdens too,

**** Have you had "christians" "abuse" you because of your appearance, beliefs, etc...?***

No, but I have had one send me a death threat because of my beliefs…that is a kind of abuse.

**** Well guess what you FUCKIN MORON , FUCKIN MORON , FUCKIN MORON ! Those aren't real Christians. Satan can disguise any unbeliever and make a FAKE Christian out of them.****

Let me take a look at my last reply above and I will get back to you on that. No, better yet, let me point out that the first Christian I show this letter to will probably say “oh, that guy is not a real Christian”…but then again, since those that “abuse me because of my beliefs” are not “real Christians”, I guess I have no reason to believe that the guy who threatens my life and the life of my wife is a “real Christian” either now do I?

**** NO the fake Christian doesn't realize it till they get to Hell.****

Well, be sure to save my spot for me when you get there okay? And you better hope that you get there before me because the last thing you want is for me to have seniority over you for eternity in Hell…

**** You are so fuckin stupid its BEYOND BELIEF. You deserve to go to hell for your stupidity alone.****

If that is true, then where should you go because of your hypocrisy? First and foremost, if you are going to write to me and shove your Christian beliefs down my throat, then you should at least do a better job of representing those beliefs. And unless I am mistaken, which I know I am not, the Bible itself says that people like YOU are going to Hell. Ever read the sections on judging others? God does not take very lightly to that now does he?

**** JESUS - YOUR CREATOR - AND AUTHORITY - whether you like it or not - YOU PIECE OF SHIT - knows whether or not you will love him or Satan before you are ever born.****

Well then I can't really help my situation then can I? Because that means that I was predestined to be the way I am. Just like I guess that sadistic bastard of a god of yours knows who will be child abusers and what innocent children are going to suffer needlessly…and he still allows it to happen. And if this is true, then I have no respect for him at all and he will just have to deal with that fact - whether he likes it or not.

**** Jesus as your SOVEREIGN ruler has the right to say to YOU FUCK YOU .****

And I have the right to say it as well. But unlike you, I can be more creative.

**** That's right SHADOW. Jesus says Fuck You.****

Now, why is it when Jesus talks to you and says “Fuck You” to you it is “divine intervention” but when Jesus talks to me I get called “schizophrenic”?

**** Fuck You too Anajiel.****

Now, is this you or “Jesus” talking? Because if it's you then I am not even going to get into the psychological reasons you would be saying that to someone else's wife. But let me leave you some advice…close your eyes and think of Freud.

**** People who don't believe in God is because GOD intentionally blocks out your soul from understanding him.****

Well then it's not my fault is it? I know, you write a letter like this to “God” for making me worship Satan and I will read it later….

**** Isn't it great?****

Yeah, actually it is. I am a free thinker able to live my life with no guilt of “sin” and no worries of forgiveness for my salvation. I have always seen being on my knees in church begging for salvation and a prostitute being on her knees in a cheap hotel room begging for money as one and the same. Fortunate for me I am not the one who is paying out cash while waiting to get screwed in the end…

**** Jesus is GOING to drop you dead in a heartbeat, and you cannot escape. You will live EVERY DAY not knowing when where or how he will do it****

And that is different from you in what way? If this is the best you can do, then you better try harder. I didn't know my day and time of death before I read this letter and I don't know it now….not much incentive for me to change now is it?

~Shadow Villanueva~